Just need to let this out, ok

......My parents are fighting again.. it's not a scream and yell fight, they bearley do that.
But it's clear that they feel like divorcing...
...
they've already broke up once and then come back together again, why do they even bother? to make it easier for me and my sister?
WHY EVEN BOTHER GETTING MARRIED?! that'll just make the break up a bigger deal! and now with a third daughter in the house they probably won't do divorce untill my second to youngest sister move out DX
which means they will keep having these arguments when they think we aren't hearing it! and everything just keeps feeling more akward when the whole family is on the same spot!

WHY
BOTHER?!

....
I don't wanna move again..
we'd probably have to do that if they got divorced...

so my selfish thaught is

"please, don't do it untill I've already moved out. when I have my own life and my only family responsibility is to confort my sisters over the phone from having to deal with you!"

....

But I'm sure I'm not alone with problems like these... even sure most ppl have it worse...

and that makes me feel a little better